About

As much as I drag using the word ‘I’, I feel compelled to do so in this section entitled ‘about’.  We are all grains of sand catching the same breeze, all the while feeling through our particular state of being.

More than ever I ask these questions to myself on the relevance of my physical being: “Do I still have a purpose? What remains when my human story increasingly dissolves* ?”

For the past six years, I have been writing this blog on Consciousness and the Universe. Lately, my own physical self has given the center stage in my posts to an imaginary ‘being’, the little acrobat, as if I felt increasingly irrelevant. It is my micro-experience of Nothingness. The process of aging and spirituality over the years amounts to ’slipping’ into Nothingness. 

I would love to chat with anyone who might be interested in this blog's purpose and research. I am an artist and a blogger. I often question the reasons for my doing and writing. We reveal ourselves by expressing ourselves and know ourselves with every bit of feeling. I guess that is why there are so many trials and errors. We simply don’t know.

A belief is a refuge where the soul wishes to find peace. On the winding road to the house of everything,  I hold onto the feeling that time itself stirs the soul of the Universe. I see the Universe revealing itself by expressing itself and knowing itself through every bit of experience. I see Nothingness as a rhizomatic time domain and a Multiverse explained through multidimensionality.

I'd love to hear about everyone’s thoughts and spiritual journey. 

Catherine Toulsaly

November 2024

* Words from Bettina Wichers